Waiting in transit … !

 Everyday is getting to be a struggle. Not the “why did I walk into the room? To get something… to do something.. but, what! Oh no! Now I have to pee!”

It’s the weariness. Everything tires me out. I wake up early and start my day, by mid morning my mind says, “enough already, sit down, relax” my body says, “lie down, go take a nap already.”

How did I get to this stage?  When did I get old? 

Than the emotion sets in, the tears flow … the body feels defeated. The mind says, pick yourself up, keep moving…

Not today … not now … just let me rest, just let me slow down and take a nap.

This is going to be a long transition into the golden years.

No need to rush, no hurrying required. Just a slow pace walk. Can’t escape it, no detours, just  pace myself slowly into this new reality. Take  a rest …. Nap.