Loneliness, Isolation and the rest

 Why is it that the peace maker is always the one on the outside looking in?

 This is a most familiar place for me. Amidist the isolation, the loneliness grips my heart.  I am weary and tired of reaching out and no matter how hard I try there is no reciprocation.

Time and again I walk away from this losing battle but in the end my heart gives in to trying one more time to mend the rift. Forgiveness is ongoing, it's a choice I make to bridge the gap that is created ceaselessly by the siblings.

Flow and ebb, how do I navigate the ebb? 

Do I formulate a new strategy? 

I just wait in silence ...