Contract signing

Why do I feel this pit in my tummy, it should be a happy event.  Ken and I are signing a contract to start the process for us to own our very own home.  Yet, there is no joy in me.  I am filled with apprehension and there is no cheer.

Owning a home is such a huge responsibility, we now will be tied to a thirty year mortgage.  We will now  have to exercise frugal living habits.  I pray for divine  providence, I seek divine wisdom and ask for God's mercy in helping us fulfill our obligations.

Two years today

It's two years since you left us, time flies so swiftly by as I go about with life, than the whisper of  your name in my heart and a reminder carried by the wind that today is your 2nd Anniversary.

I miss you dearly Irven George Gomes @ Mohd Taufik, I think of  you and love you still.  In my heart you will remain until we meet again.

Memories linger of your smile, your laughter, your kindness, your essence, the simple yet complicated ways of  you dear Irven.

I say a pray and hope the Angles will  carry my messages to you.  Tears flow once again as I write you a note .....

We know you are in a better place, we hope that you are happy and free of all your pains.

I wish I could hear you call me once again, "Barber" in my heart I long to hear your laughter and your voice.

Rest in peace ..... I love you.