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It came as a surprise, the news that we were being penalized for taking care of my mother in law who passed away April 2014. Bob has managed to get Rita to pen a new will before her passing in which Ken and I owe the estate 44,000 in back rent.

What happens now, how do we proceed. these are questions I ask myself, these are questions out in the universe.  I will not ask why? I will not be a victim to Bob's vindictiveness.

It is time to fight back, now, I need direction, I pray for direction, I ask for wisdom and above all I seek a way out of this. A way to end all these unnecessary pain we cause each other. A way to end this greed and the family feud.

This is the year of mercy. I ask for the strength to forgive Rita McMillan. To ask for the strength to stop speaking ill of her.
I ask for the strength to forgive Bob, Lisa and Marianne.
I ask for the conversion of my husband's heart. To allow forgiveness to enter his heart for all the wrongs committed against him by his mother, his siblings and I ask that Ken be able to move on.

"Lord Father, I enter into Your compassionate Spirit and try to drink deeply of Your merciful love, I put my  husband, Ken and my memory into Your compassionate mercy and I ask You to cover its wounds with the healing balm of Your mercy.  Let Ken's soul and my soul sink deep into that fathomless ocean of mercy and return it to Ken and me renewed, healed and refreshed with love for everyone and malice towards none. Amen."