He saw my tears and heard my prayers ......

One Friday afternoon, my body was wrecked in sobs and my heart was filled with a deep sorrow for my dearest brother Irven George Gomes @ Mohd Taufik who passed away on May 7, 2012 .... I could not bear the sorrow and so curled up in bed and I cried out, "Jesus, Jesus, help me, please help me ...!" than I lay my head on the pillow and fell asleep.

Unbeknowest to me ..... Jesus did hear my plea and saw my tears and as I slept, Jesus was healing my broken heart and my wounded soul and taking away all the sorrow and the pain.

A week later, while I was napping I dreamt of Irven .... in my dream, I saw Ivan seated between my bed and a table in the bedroom .... I was so happy to see him :

me: "Ivan, I have been looking for you"
(looking up at me),
Irven: "why?"
me: "I wanted to tell you that I love you."
(than walking towards Irven, I took his hand and laid it on my heart and said,)
me: "we all love you Irven."
(Irven, had a shocked look on his face, his eyes began to tear, he put his head down and he disappeared ...)

I woke up and I started to smile, I  could not contain my happiness and jumped out of bed and ran to the Den to relate the dream to Ken.

From that moment on, my heart was filled with so much joy and happiness, I felt all the sorrow and the sadness just vanish, literally the burden had been lifted.

Now whenever I think of Irven, I am able to whisper that, "I love you Irven", without the pain and the tears.

Yes, Jesus Christ, my Saviour has brought healing to my wounded heart, don't get me wrong, I still feel sad at loosing Irven, but now, I am filled with hope, knowing that God is taking care of Irven.  Now I am able to move on.

Thank you Jesus, I praise You, I Glorify Your Most Holy Name and I love You Jesus.
My Lord and My God, all power and all glory are Yours now and forever .... amen.