I'll See You Again

How I miss you .... we were so blessed to have you in our life.  You will always be with me dearest Ivan, you're gone but not forgotten.  I will always think of you and I know that I will see you again.  This is what keeps me going .... how could I have not realised how important you were to me, to all of us.
There are days when I still cry .... I am so sad that you are not here with us.  Did not think that I would live to see the day when you leave us behind.  Miss not having you here.  I love you so much Ivan, and now my days are filled with so much sadness and sorrow.
Siti did a great job at your burial site.  Now you have a beautiful head stone and your grave site is very nice.  Sit still loves you and I know that she misses you lots.  Siti loves you so much and it's difficult for her at times, so much memories and with having to take care of the girls.
I cry but all my tears will not turn back the clock.  I try to let you go but it is so hard, I feel so alone in my sorrow, don't want to burden anyone with my sorrow .... I miss you Ivan, my brother, my heart is so shattered .....