And still I grieve for MJ

Just can not shake off this feeling of sadness, there are moments when I struggle to make sense of the situation. I feel helpless, wanting to reach out and protect his children, wanting to embrace them and hold them and whisper that it will be better soon enough.

I can only pray for them, seek God's intervention and protection for them.

Had a three day week-end off from work. It was nice to be able to chill out and just relax. Packed one bag for my trip back home in September. Have been informing friends and family of my visit, hopefully I will be able to share as much time as possible with my girlfriends and family.

It's not the same, the excitement is non existent ..... my beloved god-mother is the missing link to the home coming.

Now, I take the lead, trying to keep family members together, it's a very thin thread, at times the thread is broken, we still manage to tie the threads together. There are lots of knots in the family thread, a sign that we, each of us have journeyed together, struggled, encountered challenges, and still we tie the broken ends together. We forgive each other and start all over. Such is life.