Listless

I lay in bed and not want to get up, there is a list with a million things that has to be taken care of.  I am not motivated and I am just not able to bring myself to do anything at all .......

It's the last day of my three day weekend off; and still I sit here, still not motivated, still cannot bring myself to take care of chores around the house.

Still angry .... still upset .... still unable to grasp at this restlessness .... this inability to focus!!!

I do things mechanically, no real interest .... tomorrow I go back to work, a place that I dread so much, my body aches, my mind is tired, it all gets me down.  Wish I could pick myself up and start again.