the swimming cap

Organising my socks and matching up the mismatches ...... funny how you always misplace the one side and now you end up with half a dozen mismatches. What happens to them, I am absolutely sure they all went into the washing machine two by two, each pair an exact match, but, when they get out of the drier, somehow they get lost along the way ...... where are they, all those missing socks ....... !!!!

Now, out of the corner of my eye I see a swimming cap lying there on the floor, it must have fallen off the shelf. I pick it up and a flood of memories is released. The swimming suits have long been given away since they do not fit anymore. Somehow I kept the swimming cap .... my mind returns to the days of swimming lessons by the pool ..... the quiet nights ..... the chit-chats with my friend ...... the chilly breezes late into the night.

We both had different situations and issues than, but together we knew we would weather the storm. She travelled along my journey, this wonderful friend of mine, picking me up when my world crumbled, jostling me along ..... coaching me, helping me, just being by my side when all was chaotic. She has a big heart and loves unconditionally. She has the sweetest smile and the warmest hug.

I would like to think I was there for her in her deepest darkest hour, when insanity was our best friend, the moments when she was in despair ..... I would like to think I travelled together with her on her road ..... just supporting and being there, not necessarily having the words of wisdom to sooth the aching heart.

My friend and I live on different sides of the continent now, but she still remains in my heart, and many times the mind wonders and the heart longs for her presence.

We have lost a dear friend, one who I hardly know, but was there to share a part of our lives. We crossed paths and for a while we were looking out for one another.

I wonder sometimes about the friend we lost. Our friend's life ended abruptly and under such sad circumstances, I pray to God our friend is at rest and at peace.

The swimming cap is safely tucked back on the shelf , a gentle reminder of where I have been, how far I have traveled and the loving heart of a true friend.

I could not part with the swimming cap, nor will I ever forget .......