another mother's day

It's the second mother's day since you left us, taking a different journey, and we pray for your continuous good health.

Nethiyah asked me this morning if I remembered your recipe for tarts, you did make the most delicious tarts on the face of the earth. Without missing a heart beat I rambled the ingredients and than caught myself thinking, this is amazing, since I have not made tarts for six or seven years and still remember your advise on the process.

Funny how these thoughts are on the surface of my brain or rather chiseled in my heart. I know for sure it's you whispering in my ear and communicating, reaching out when our hearts are open and asking for assistance .....searching for answers ....

Thank you my dearest Enyak. I love you and I still remember so much about you and your kindness and gentle ways.

We still miss you and I know it's difficult for everyone to celebrate Mother's Day when you are not here to celebrate it with them. Words are not spoken nor mentioned, but we honour the day and all mothers, we honour you especially.

Did you receive my prayer for you, did you see me serve at Mass??

A piece of my heart is still missing, the emptiness is felt from time to time, but we strive to do our best daily knowing that you would expect us to live our life fully and to trust everything to God.

God keep you and in His mercy you find your rest. Happy Mother's Day my dearest Enyak.